Spent the whole day at home today.. it wasn't boring.. it was the kind of peaceful life i want.. i was scanning through all the nicks in msn and i chanced upon one which left a deep impression and it happen to be my cousin's nick .. i shall translate it back to english " i am beginning to realise that i do not know what i am thinking in my heart" ... it made me think a lot.. becos i am currently facing such a problem.. haix.. why why why? .. actuali i haven really thought through about the two guys.. sometimes i feel a regret for my choice.. i am not suppose to say that as i know Miss Gao is going to strangle me.. but rite .. i do feel it .. it is hard for two people to get together, happily and accomodating each other.. it is kinda hard.. my heart afterall is still not fixed.. i knew it.. just that i have been deceiving myself.. the fact that i have not reali decided.. maybe i will never decide on one till the day one of them come to ask mi.. haix.. sorry to people around mi, who care for mi and yet i always disappoint them with my problems and guys.. sigh sigh ..
ytd, went to eat prata with Mr Tian at jalan kayu.. i was quite surprised that he did agree to go for supper near my house despite his laziness.. haha.. he was complaining la.. saying thee cheese prata not as nice etc.. but to mi rite.. it is the companion that matters not the food.. after all i had a gd chat with him and blar blar and took a cab home due to no more transport available.. he asked mi something but i am still considering.. hmm..
"It is your company that matters and not the surrounding things that should matter"
=)
about me
* Serene Low
* Full time student
* Aquarius
* 11th Feb 1987
* Always cheerful
* Stay positive
* Stay strong
* Independent
