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11/29/2006

~ 2:49 PM ~

Is it true that when one's in love,he/she tends to be away from friends?

I can feel that .. a moment of solemn.. alone.. away from a lot of friends... people tend to think that the person in love can just be in a world filled with fairytales with him can le.. but i think it shouldn't be like this.. Admit that i have been rather engrossed with him, purely because i can only see him once a week.. the kind of feeling of missing him is sometimes uncontrollable.. although i tend to advise my friends to give their partners more freedom.. however i felt that i am beginning to become selfish and occupying his freedom.. know why? because my mind is filled with "can you don't meet ya friends" kinda thoughts whenever he say he meeting friends when when when bla bla bla.. thats y i am beginning to fear.. rationally, i know i must give him freedom and i know he loves freedom.. but on the other side, if i don't tell him about all these restrictions and unhappiness i feel inside my heart.. i felt that i am not truthful enough in front of him.. **bang Serene's head** ..

so i shan't not have such thoughts.. and that is why i decide to go camping which is next friday.. gonna be super enthu about it and enjoy myself thoroughly and also giving him the freedom and time to spend with his friends.. yup yup.. haix.. see!! here comes my sighing again.. and back to my subject.. i love my friends and i know they love me too.. having lived in this world for 19 years that made me realised that friends and loved ones are the only part and parcel of life which is most important to me.. studying is useless.. or should i rephrase? studying is a process of growing up.. but the ultimate aim is to enjoy life.. thinking about the word life.. oh gosh.. i so so long never enjoy life le.. ahh!!.. okie la.. enough of my life thoery and my reflections..

updates about this week.. geesh!! he is having fieldcamp again for the third week.. to hell with the sergeants.. opps =x .. and yesh i am gonna meet him on Sat to go on a fun trip.. Sentosa!!.. he is so so nice to be so so obliging to accompany me there when i request to go.. and yesh.. i had made plans on wad to do .. the list starts like dat.. morning he come fetch me at 9.30am.. then we shall have breakfast and then head off to harbourfront via NEL.. and then take a bus in (haha.. to save money..) and go in.. our first stop will be the underwater world where fishes fishes.. it has been ages since i last enter although i used to enter numerous times when i was a child and i tink nth has changed.. but rite.. this first stop is subject to changes.. cos we may go fort siloso instead.. okie.. second stop shall be the luge ride with the sky train i tink.. hmm hope that the weather's good and i can get a good tan but before this we might have our luchie first at sakae sushi.. after the rides.. we will proceed to merlion which he insists on going.. dunno wads nice about it.. haha. he wanna climb to the top la.. geesh.. if it is too high.. he gonna piggy back mi man!! (opps.. =x dun tell him first lest he changes his mind).. next next is our dolphin lagoon.. dolphins.. pink ones.. actually not reali interested just that it comes in a package with underwater world.. lol.. next next is to rush to palawan beach.. yoo hoo.. to watch sunset.. hmm.. he loves sunset too.. aww.. guess it is gonna be spectacular unless the rain wanna spoil my plan.. then tan tan.. maybe tanning at 3 over there.. see how.. then rite.. bad news bad news.. he just told me on Monday la.. at night he may have to rush over to have a birthday dinner with his clique .. hmm.. thats a maybe.. and he cant confirm with me as he say his clique is always very last minute one -_-" but rite.. he said "may cancel it.. haha.. to pei u".. and i kindly said " up to u to decide.. if u have to go for birthdae celebration.. just go bah".. wah!! since when am i so kind.. haha.. up to him bah.. but my wish is of cos to ________. (suppose to be a closed secret and we shall see what he decides) there goes a day and i am so so gonna miss him after that cos the following i will be having camps and next next week will be pa la la birthdae celebration.. hmm.. but i tink the next next week i will try to meet up with him.. heh.. secretly though!! shhhhhhzzzzz! .. and then next next next week will be tada!! x mas eve dinner with him.. awwww and come to think of it.. i have thought of the present unless the plan that i intend to.. haha.. (friends ...date mi out to buy his present.. ) yup yup.. thats about it.. saying that i will oni update this week and now i talk about three weeks later things.. ahha..okie

till now thats all..

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