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12/05/2006

~ 2:57 PM ~

hmmm..

mummy ask mi a wierd question ytd "Dunno whether u like zhi yang (campus superstar) or siang wee more?" haha!! .. i ws like stunned cos i am currently "hua ch-ing" zhi yang.. dunno why.. but maybe because he sings well.. we'll.. guys who sings well has a natural charm which can attract mi though.. but that doen't mean that i like zhi yang.. is just an infactuation or a crush or simply an idol.. yup.. and and of cos i love my darling.. more than any one do (maybe not as much as his parents??) ahha!!.. he don't sing.. but he has attracted mi definitely in lots of ways that can't be seen and i certainly do miss him a lot whenever he book in to the horrible camp.. haha!!.. i feel close and even closer to him that i am scared i am becoming over reliant on him.. and i don't wan such a situation cos cos i still wanna be an independent successful woman?? ahha!!.. crap.. oh well he said things that i dunno whether is a hint or wad but i just hope it is and i will be waiting for him de...

back to talk about my studies.. oh wells.. school is still fun for mi with all my lovely friends there, never fail to light up a smile on my face.. but but.. i just find that i am lagging a lot in my studies or rather i should say that i have not realli studied recently.. that's a sad scenerio as i have been too committed to my relationship that i have neglected my books.. hmm.. thats why this week gonna make some effort to revise my work as more and more things are piling up and year end is coming -- meaning i am closer and closer to my prelims and final exams.. which is wad i am most afraid of cos i will never forget to aim for honours though.. therefore.. serene must gambateh le!! and i must start revising my maths and not let this subject which i am most confident in to rot.. haha.. this week's stats lecture was teaching probability and i have never got a question on probability correct since secondary times.. and amazingly now i do get the art of it and understand why people keep telling mi that it is easy.. cos IT IS REALLI EASY!!.. dot loh.. too late to realise now after my A level exam is over.. haix haix.. that's why i am aiming for an honours grade for maths 1 and stats 1.. haha.. just hope practise makes perfect.. heh!!.. oh wells. i feel so guilty that i have been skipping econs lecture for dunno wad god reason and a bit lagging behind and thus, i have to read and understand myself cos Mr Ting is teaching real fast. hmm.. worse of all is my banking and finance module.. god god.. many things to read up.. many tutorils to do and also manyresearch and projects to do.. ahhh!!!.. it is a damn heavy subject and i just wish for a B.. wishful thinking!!!... accounts is not bad.. but i skip one lecture last friday.. opps =x!!!.. that one needs practise and i will do it cos is my main core subject though..

enuff of studies and back to my damn packed schedule.. i was planing a birthdae celebration for Pa la la one.. but rite looking at my schedule i tink it reali requires some sacrificing time le.. cos rite.. this weekend i am totally occupied with my camping from fridae morning to sundae morning i tink.. then rite Pa la la is only free for these two weekends and next week he can't as he got sec school gathering on Sat and I got my relatives gathering.. everything is so coincident !!.. and when it comes to christmas.. everyone's celebrating.. mi too.. then next sundae also can't as i got flower exhibition as my mum has bought tickets already.. then fridae got tkband concert...ZzZzz!!!.. haix then next next week he got duty le.. sian loh.. wah!!... super packed.. anyone here has a suggestion?? *haix!!!*.. reali wanted a SJWP gathering as we reali reali so long never meet up le.. more than a month or two.. ahha!!.. then then i wanna spend time with darling too although the christmas week gonna meet him a lot of times.. but i going on hols ma... zzzz!! i just wish he will bring mi go countdown with his friends on 31st Dec.. wanna celebrate with him de.. haha.. *bish bish*.. but then 1/1/07 i will be meeting him la.. so no worries...

updated finish liao loh.. i guess the next time blogging will be after my camp on Sundae and maybe he is coming to meet mi on Sundae.. lets pray silently that he will come find mi..

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