My dearest mummy just had her operation yesterday and judging by her looks, she seems pale and in pain.. Was waiting patiently outside the operating theatre while she has been in there for hours.. Time passes very slowly as the doors of the operating theatre keep opening and closing.. as the doors keeping opening and closing, i could feel the fear within it.. i knew that mummy's gonna be alright as it was said to be not a major operation but somehow i felt uneasy upon standing outside the theatre.. i heaved a sigh of relief upon mummy being wheeled out of the operating theatre.. i could see drops of tears flowing out of her eyes.. she was half unconscious and i could felt her pain in her leg.. i didn't show out.. but it pains mi.. as her daughter where i can't help her to alleviate her pain.. i felt helpless too.. the only thing i could do was to talk to her.. looking at her pale aged face reminds mi that she has aged a lot.. since the time i was ten (that was like duh!) but somehow i felt sad and trying to control my tears.. at that point of time.. i could also feel daddy's worries for mummy as he didnt left the operating theatre even after mummy's been wheeled in.. he waited outside patiently despite his arm being painful and i could felt a deep love that has been embedded in both of their hearts.. pinning for each other.. told dear just now "how i wish i would find someone just like my daddy.. someone who is honest and faithful.. someone who although doesn't show out the love and concern but show it at appropriate moments"..it makes my thoughts wonder a lot.. told him these not that i have no confidence in him.. but just a thought that comes to my mind.. daddy's "wu wei bu zhi de" care and concern simply touched me.. i felt lucky to be in this happy family although we are just a middle income family who may sometimes be struggling due to shortage of money.. this is because i felt happy and i can feel care and concern within me..
Love you dear too.. thanks for standing by me whenever i feel down and of cos kena my scoldings when i am PMS-ing.. everything's appreciated..
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about me
* Serene Low
* Full time student
* Aquarius
* 11th Feb 1987
* Always cheerful
* Stay positive
* Stay strong
* Independent
